I have two
jobs and go to school full time, so I rarely have time to socialize or to meet
someone to tickle my fancy. But there’s this guy at work, well at one of them,
the hotel that I have the biggest crush on. I do bot know what it is, I smile
at him all the time and flirt like a 5 year old when I am around him.
Last night was the night. I randomly worked a
Wednesday night and we ended up finishing up late at work so he asked me to
hang out! I was a little hesitant because he has a girlfriend, but he explained
to me how they just had broken up. I was like then fuck yes. Shortly after we
left work, we sat in his car deciding what we can do at 12 o’ clock at night.
Then it happened. He put his hand on my knee. His
touch felt nice and warm. He started to run his hand further up, but it felt so
good that I let out a low moan. He made me blush by whispering all the naughty
things he wanted to do to me. He made out with me as if had just come back from
war and hadn’t seen a girl in years. I liked it that he was rough like that. He
reached down and started rubbing my thighs. I wanted him so bad. The bulge in
his pants was huge. I felt the cold window against my back and his thick wet
lips on my skin as he kissed my neck. I wanted him. The drive to his house only
took about 10 minutes, but it felt like hours of waiting. I kept thinking, “
omg am I really doing this?” He opened
the front door of his apartment, pushed me against the hallway wall and kissed
my neck. I reached down and started to undo his jeans. I couldn't take it
anymore! He took my hand and led him into his bedroom. We ripped each other’s
clothes off and I threw him down onto the bed. He was sitting on the edge of it
and I was on top of him so that my knees were on the bed. I kissed him
furiously. I felt great passion in his kiss as we rolled in his cotton sheets,
as if we were meat to be doing this. Has if I got hired at the hotel because
life knew we were going to have this incredible night together. He slowly kissed
down my body. He grabbed my hip. My eyes rolled back into my head of pure
pleasure, it was perfect. Ecstasy.
Then I woke up from my dream.
50 shades of lonely.
